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I think it is starting to sink in

This evening I hung out with my oldest and closest girl friends. The friends you could run into years later and realize that there is still no ice to break. Saying goodbye to Kitkat today just broke my heart I have never said a goodbye that felt as final. I will do everything I can to keep in contact with these people.

I want to leave and go to college but at the same time I want to stay and not leave my room. I think that a lot of teenagers, because they are more independent and don’t necessarily get along with their parents are more ready to move out. They are like potted plants you can pick them up and move them all over the place while I am a tree you are trying to transplant. I know. I know, whine bitch moan. There is a lot of stress. Tomorrow is my last day of work. I leave on Sunday. I am going to see Brian a lot less. I mean he is going to be working nights and weekends and I am going to be going to school. And I know I am not very good with phones and Brian is five times more fun in person.

The best way to deal with stress is to sleep it off. I think that is why I slept so much in IB. At least I will be able to see my favorite liberal before I go off. Ellen is willing to let me babysit her snail while she is away. The girl has always been the pinnacle of cool. I will try my best to take care of your snail.

So I’m stressing, but what’s new. Hell I am not even starting school tomorrow like the rest of Cobb county (I hope my brother does well in 7th grade) That’s all… Goodnight.