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I just haven’t got the hang of it yet. Everything is seeing people I don’t know all that well, all the time and then seeing to people I really want to see very little. At home I would only see the people I really wanted to see and then everything else was at school. Now there is no distinction between out and in. I feel lonely and quiet and sore. I am sure I will get the hang of it and all but right now there are these days that I don’t want to talk to anyone. I think this is because I end up being social all the time and that is new and difficult. I think that it would be better if I was sure this was what I really wanted to do. I look at all the art and I think, this is just play. When am I going to get serious? I haven’t been sleeping as well as I usually do.

It was great to see Brian and Dani yesterday. You know someone is a good friend when they are willing to drive up to visit during a football game when they are not even coming to see the game.