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I just haven’t got the hang of it yet. Everything is seeing people I don’t know all that well, all the time and then seeing to people I really want to see very little. At home I would only see the people I really wanted to see and then everything else was at school. Now there is no distinction between out and in. I feel lonely and quiet and sore. I am sure I will get the hang of it and all but right now there are these days that I don’t want to talk to anyone. I think this is because I end up being social all the time and that is new and difficult. I think that it would be better if I was sure this was what I really wanted to do. I look at all the art and I think, this is just play. When am I going to get serious? I haven’t been sleeping as well as I usually do.

It was great to see Brian and Dani yesterday. You know someone is a good friend when they are willing to drive up to visit during a football game when they are not even coming to see the game.

3 Comments

  1. tornprince wrote:

    I know the feeling.
    Feel better. I’ll be seeing you soon enough.

    I love you ^_^

    Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 7:27 PM | Permalink
  2. chibifiedzoe wrote:

    Wish I could have come… I was working anyhow, so I couldnt have gone veen if I was asked. I’m sorry,love. I miss you!

    Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 9:51 PM | Permalink
  3. I would’ve

    I would’ve come, but I was told too late to adjust schedule, and it just didn’t work out. But I’m glad ya’ll had a great time, and I wish you were availble to chat online more. You could use the invisible function you know…

    Monday, September 19, 2005 at 2:36 AM | Permalink

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