Skip to content

It is 4AM and I am in a lot of pain. I don’t understand but I suppose it feels like a really bad bone ache mostly in my legs. I have experienced intermittent night time leg pain for as long as I remember. It’s been a long time since I have had it and I don’t think it’s ever hurt this much before. This is how I imagine polio feels like. Rubbing my legs doesn’t help at all because it really is the bones that hurt. I can barely walk at the moment and my hands are shaking. Add that on top of a pulsing headache and I am just a shaky quivering mess. I have no medicine at all and I don’t feel good about waking people up at this time of night to ask them. But if this gets much worse I might need to wake up my RA and get some help.

If it feels any better I am going to try and sleep again.

feeling a lot better… God bless the distracting powers of the internet.